The population of San Francisco is roughly 808,976 people. All those twinkling lights? Well someone had to turn them on. With all the people living in the city, you would think it'd be pretty hard to be lonely huh? Well, definitely not the case. Us human beings have these awesome things called emotions. And I can't even begin to describe what ugly things it's been doing lately. People, people, people... passing by, surrounding you, always here, constantly there. We are consumed in dense crowds. All of us, all people, all emotional unstable beings. Yet we all feel so alone, so empty. So distant from being connected. Why is it that we let others control our happiness? They really do. For if that ONE person's not there, if your not with them, if your not together (get the idea?) you simply can't feel full, feel complete? I am so perplexed these days. Knowing how lucky I am to be this happy, to be with such amazing people. It just makes me feel like everything's backwards noticing this distance (physically & mentally) around me.I feel like I constantly sit back and soak up the conversations because I feel like I lack so much knowledge. I feel like I shouldn't say anything because I know it will come out stupid. This is a ramble and I don't know how to conclude it. So let it be.
I drank way to many cups of coffee last night, stayed up much to late and should have gone to be so long ago. I am also hungry and can't remember anything.
Sleep with a peaceful heart tonight?
you have a beautiful mind sophia may.
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